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Well hello bloggers, hell yeahhh! I'm having my hard time again. I hate 1st February. And I'm having the biggest problem evvahhhh! and this is not about love. I'm feeling like everyone gonna hates me now. starting from my family, close friends and all of the strangers out there T.T What did I've done wrong? I felt like I've done something bad, and Idk what. Ohh this is fucking hard --' Can you just imagine when there is no one wants to be my friend, even my family? D: D: D: Sometimes, I do felt like I wanna kill myself with my mom's new sharp knife -.- tapi nasib baik lah iman aku ni kuat lagi. Aku tak sampai hati lagi nak buat mende bodoh ni. Maybe semua problems ni ialah petunjuk daripada Allah SWT kan? maybe ujian daripada Nya. Ya Allah, kau permudahkan lah ujian yg kau berikan kepada hamba mu yg lemah ini :') Ohh Idk what to do, I love my family sooo much. and I don't want to lose them. Even sometimes, I really pissed off and talk bad about them. But act I do care and love them tightly. They're my oxygen. I know that my family wouldn't read this blog, but I just wanna say that I'm so sorry for what I've done wrong to all of you. I love you guys sooo much. And plus, lately, I realise that my brother * Wan Mohd Khairuddin* is being nice to me. I know that he cares about me. I love him soo much now. I used to hate him before. He gave me, some usefull advices. And I really really appreciate it. I know that in his deep heart, he loves mu so much too <3 Awwwww I love you FAMILY :*

Lots of LOVE : WanKhaleda