I wonder why there's no one perfect. Allah nak ajar kita dari kesalahan kita. So yeah, If I can turn back time, I'll never do that kind of thing. I did that just to show you how you are so important to me. But then, everyhing were gone. I can feel it, that everyone's talking behind my back. And yet they are laughing at me thinking how silly I am. Everytime I walk by them, they'll stare me like I've done something wrong to them and sometimes one of them smiles at me. In an anxious way.

I just can't tell you how I feel now. You make me suffer from the start till now, my good is not good enough to you. I just need you to give me more time. Don't make a promise if you're not good in keeping them. You said you need time for my mistakes and my attitude. But then, you're gone and miles away from me. Thank you for making me realize that everything you said was utter bullshit :) Sometimes I just want to dissapear and see If you would miss me. 

p/s : One day you'll feel my pain and you'll having the same problems as me, That's what we called karma dude ;)