So hey. everyday I wake up, I just hate being myself. I hate the feelings. Feelings where I felt so hopeless then what I've think about all day is you. And I hate to see someone perfect :/ *I don't care about the face, the richness and the haze. What I care is how she/he can manage their problems in an icy way. cool~ * Sometimes I do felt ashamed of myself. Everybody seems perfect to me. How day by day I'm turning into a beast. I wish to have a greater personality but I couldn't :(

* How I wish we were born with a mask, where we can buy a new one everytime we wanna change it. Just like our personality and the way we treat people*

First year, I just thought that I could be a better person. Because last year I was terrible D: like seriously. But I guess this year is worse. I reapet WORSEEEE! .____________. My homeworks were impressively unfinished.