We used to have a great relationship. How we met, how you told me that you love me. Seriously, you are my first love but actually I didn't love you. And I've started to regret everything that I've done. I've done so much stupid things to you. But why? why are you still think that I'm a good person. Stop beeing a nice guy, you are to nice. You are perfect. Your smile, your teeth, your hair, your skin, your body and your richness. But I can't I just can't make you mine. I can't fool myself to love you. We can be friends I mean good friends. I miss your voice, I even kept your picture in my phone. You told me that you love me, you told me that I'm your everything. I'm so so so so sorry. I can't do this. hmm I'm so sorry for everything. Don't worry, I'll pray that you'll met a nice girl. Better than me and your ex. I'll pray for your happiness. I miss you S

Do you rember the first time we were chatting? When you always call me 'budak kecik' then you call me 'princess' haha you always makes me laugh. your jokes, your laughter just makes me more happy.
You used to call me in the morning just to wake me up. You're such a caring person. You told me that you like me and you told me that I always makes you happy. But then, we went on our own ways. Everything was so different. I miss you, I miss everything about us. Eventhough we were just friends. hmm I hope you'll text me one day.

I I found a boy, a boy that'll just love me for who I am. I'll be the happiest girl in the world. I've been alone for almost 7 months, but It doesn't matter. I don't care actually. But I felt unpleasent when I saw everyone's having a life mate. I don't know how you felt about me. We may text everyday, you gave me your pictures. You make me happy, make me laugh, make me sad. But I just can't feel the love. You're a caring person. You'll get mad everytime I talk about other boys. I'm just scared that you are beeing nice to me for a reason. I mean bad reason. Hmm I wish I knew what is going on inside your head. Once I have feelings for someone, those feelings will always be there. I may not like him anymore, but I'll still care.