Hello and Assalamualaikum! It's been a while i didn't post. I've been so busy lately *lying* My last post was on Ramadhan 2011. And my new post now is on CNY 2012. Lol coincidence. I got so much things to tell, but my laptop battery is so low right now. I spent my last 2011 with my brother. And yes as you know, I'm not in the same class with my chickass :( it kills me inside. But as my my sister always told me "don't be afraid of something  you havent try yet" so insyaAllah kalau niat iklas nak belajar, I'll get well in my new class *although i don't have close friend there* truth to be told, from now on, I'll go everywhere at school ALONE! Including toilet and labs. It hards but still I'm alive okay? Being lonely didn't kill you guys. That's all about school.

HIM? yes I've met a new one. As usual, it didn't last long. Since i was 13, I've been played with boys. I'm tired for this. I guess my heart is now closed for boys. Seriously this time was the hardest. I've trust him too much. I know he's a player. Tapi nak buat macam mana kan, dah takdir. Serious aku memang tak lupa time kita spend time sama-sama. My mom knew about you. If you read this, I just want you to know I'll never forget US. I want to but I can't. I'm not perfect sorry. If you meet someone else, please don't treat her the way you treated me. You have to change. You're 17 now, you need to think of your future. Mama papa tak akan hidup selamanya. You should stop doing bad things. To be truth, I cried 5days for you. I can't stop thinking about you, you're different from others. As told by friends, I should forget you and yes I will. That day was the last time we speak. I can't wait for you. I'm crying now. InsyaAllah this would be the last time I cry for you. I'll pray the best for you and I'll keep your picture. This is not your fault. We didn't meant for each other. Someone better is waiting for me out there. Take a good care of yourself and please change. Goodbyee :')

p/s : I will always remember the way you called me "sayang"